Monster  Role

I have been thinking how powerful we are as human beings and yet many of us  survive  lives of weakness, procrastination and victimhood. It have felt thisi way for a while like I have no  control, being at the mercy of luck, destiny, and circumstances. I looked back into my life to figure out what gave me in the past  a sense of personal power, faith and a feeling of personal self reliance. The answer was really hard work, extremely hard work. I felt in control, knowing  the potential outcome. I also realized I was aspiring  and  acting small. I have now decided to go monster mode which is  back to working extremely hard, that is minimum 60 hours a week minimum, eating clean(only once or twice a day), getting out of bed at 5:30 am on week days and working out everyday. I have now committed to the big difficult projects that i always wanted to do but never did due to the lack of effort,action and fear. The current monster mode really feels so different and good. My new identity is back to being that person that would out work most of my peers. I would never give. I was incredibly persistent  I am in a personal roll. Monster that!